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Anya Marina - Satellite Heart

2010-01-22T21:59:00.000-08:00

Love the lyrics for this song.

So pretty
So smart
Such a waste of a young heart
What a pity
What a shame
What's the matter with you, man?

Don't you see it's wrong
Can't you get it right?
Out of mind and outta sight
Call on all your girls, don't forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise

I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I'll be true to you

I hear you're living out of state, running in a whole new scene
You know I haven't slept in weeks, you're the only thing I see

I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I'll be true to you

I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I'll be true to you
No matter what you do
Yeah, I'll be true to you

The Hitman - Like I Love You

2010-01-05T00:58:00.000-08:00

A must listen, very beautiful piece of trance rhythm which I just knew.
Great soothing song for all to absorb , even if one is unfamiliar with the trance genre =)

Enjoy.

Just So You Know

2010-01-01T12:34:00.000-08:00

That something I made before, was only and just for you.
Everyday seems complete, knowing you are there with me, and Im there with you.
Everyday Im just eager to hear your voice, talk to you, look at your pretty face with those bright eyes staring back at me.
I wake up in the morning, and the first message I see on my phone is you. When Im asleep at night, my phone buzzed, and it was you.
Wherever I go, whatever I do, in my heart and mine there was you.
The happiness I had with you, no matter the distance, it was undescribable.
You are the best thing that happened to me on 2009.
Thanks for the memories.
One and only you.
xoxo.

Technoboy - Double Dutch Darkies (Original Mix)

2009-12-27T07:20:00.000-08:00

After a long hiatus & out of randomness this song is uploaded onto my blog.
For all hardstyle lovers, blasting this song is INSANE!!
Absorb the beat into your mind and the adrenaline rush just blows you away.
Great song to dance to.
Its outrageous I hadn't heard of this song till now >(

Enjoy.

Double Dutch Darky
Take kisses back to Africa
They dipped you in a vat
At the wacky chocolate factory

Mr. Brightside

2009-11-18T00:43:00.000-08:00

This is just a slight preview of me shuffling.
Compliments to WanXiong for recording this video of me shuffling@Bubble.

Continuum

2009-10-25T02:07:00.001-07:00

Love birds in sight, enlaced, entwined,
The meadow on the hills,
Savouring, basking,
There, once upon a time,

This empty room, behind closed doors,
A last rhythm for you,
Osculate and kisses, your scent lingers,
Morning lights shines through the window.

Blessed is you,
Love is crude,
The ocean awaits,
A kiss to celebrate
Dear sweet truth,
Fall for irony.

With a combination of random thoughts , this was made.
Copyright and originally written by Marx, me =)

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One

2009-10-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away.

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes,
the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay.

I'll see you soon darling bb <3

The Energy Is You

2009-10-18T00:15:00.000-07:00

My last party in Melbourne for this great year.
Next stop, back to Malaysia after my exams are done in 2 weeks+ time.
Ain't partying anymore until I'm back home.
Till we meet again.. Hardstylin' in Melbourne, gonna miss ya :)
Oh how time flies.

*Compliments to Steph for her camera + photos.

Saturday, 10th October 2009
it was..

GODSKITCHEN BOOMBOX TOUR 09!!!!

you aint fly till you're high

Kev's epic quote : Have You Been High Today?

Fergus, for good times

Lightshow!

Shuffling in my prime

aw cute and couplish bonding

Stoner Steph

Good Buddy Kev.

Steph, your expression is priceless :)

Steph, Kev & I..

Hardstyle for life :)

With matching hardkandy hoodies.

HARDKANDY!!!!

The many crowds in GK.

And here videos of the opening for Godskitchen Boombox Tour 09,

Started out with elite Dj's Blank& Jones, then Cosmic Gate, to John 00 Fleming

A great night with great people, to last me for a long time.

It was worth the price :)

Hasta la vista to partying in Melb for this year.

We The Kings - Skyway Avenue

2009-10-09T22:53:00.000-07:00

She said don't change your mind ,
Let's leave this town behind ,
We'll race right off the cliff ,
They will remember this ,
It all got so mundane ,
With you I'm back again ,
Just take me by the hand ,
We're close to the edge.

my bb dear
ich vermisse dich <3

Some epic fails

2009-10-05T02:13:00.000-07:00

Parents + Kids + Drugs = FAIL

Can I have candy too ? :D

Lazy Fail

China? lol.

Animal Identification Fail

learnt something new today

failblog.org

British English vs. Malaysian English

2009-10-05T01:49:00.000-07:00

Something interesting I received from my dad again.
Regards to him :)
Enjoy.

British English vs. Malaysian English
Who says our English is teruk? Just read below - Ours is simple, short, concise, straight-to-the-point, effective etc.

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Malaysians: No stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?
Malaysians: Hello, who call?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY
Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?
Malaysians: S-kew me.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?
Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.
Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.
Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.
Malaysians: Don't want lah.

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.
Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment..
Malaysians: Die lah!!

WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.
Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?
Malaysians: Celaka you!

WallFlowers - Closer to You

2009-09-29T21:33:00.000-07:00

How soft a whisper can get
When you're walking through a crowded space
I hear every word being said
And I remember that everyday
I get a little bit closer to you

How long an hour can take
When you're staring into open space
When I feel I'm slipping further away
I remember that everyday
I get a little bit closer to you

These are the days
That I won't get back
I won't hear you cry
Or hear you laugh
And when it's quiet
And I don't hear a thing
I can always hear you breathe

You know there's nowhere else
I've wanted to be
Than be there when you needed me
I'm sorry too
But don't give up on me
And just remember that when you were asleep
I got a little bit closer to you.

To my bb
ich vermisse dich <3

Have a laugh

2009-09-29T21:10:00.000-07:00

Some jokes I find funny though its much directed to the mature elderly crowd,
but even so its easy catch the humour in it.
Regards to my dad.
Enjoy.

Why divorce? ·
In a divorce court a woman requested the judge: "Your honor, I want to divorce my husband." "But why ?" asked the judge. · She replied, "Because he is not faithful to me." · The judge asked, "How do you know?" · She replied, "My lord, not a single child resembles him."

Love Your Enemy ·
From his death bed, the husband called his wife and said, "One month after I die I want you to marry Samy." · "Samy! But he is your enemy!" · "Yes, I know that! I've suffered all these years so let him suffer now."

Wedding Ring
At the cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" · The other replied, "Yes I am, I married the wrong man."

Why? ·
"Dad, I was away for a week. Yesterday I sent a fax to my wife I'd be home that night, and when I got into my room I found my wife in another man's arms. · "Why, Dad? Tell me why!" · Dad kept silent for a few minutes, then coolly said, "Maybe, Son, she didn't get the fax."

Same Service ·
A husband visited a marriage counselor and said, "When we were first married, I would come home from the office, my wife would bring my slippers and our cute little dog would run around barking. Now after ten years it's all different, I come home, the dog brings the slippers and my wife runs around barking." · "Why complain?" said the counselor. "You're still getting the same service!"

Talk about Husband
One woman told another: " My neighbour is always speaking ill of her husband, but look at me, my husband is foolish, lazy and a coward; but have I ever said anything bad about him?"

Love To Do ·
A wife, one evening, drew her husband's attention to the couple next door and said, "Do you see that couple? How devoted they are? He kisses her every time they meet. Why don't you do that?" · "I would love to. "Replied the husband. "But I don't know her well enough."

No Answer Back ·
A man was telling his friends, "When my wife is infuriated, she starts shouting at me, my children and even at our dogs and nobody dares answer her." · One of his friends asked. "And when you are angry, what do you do?" · The man replied, "I also shout angrily at the windows and doors of the house and none of them dares to answer back.

Come Home Late ·
A woman was complaining to the neighbour that her husband always came home late, no matter how she tried to stop him. · "Take my advice," said the neighbour, "and do what I did. Once my husband came home at three o'clock in the morning, and from my bed I called out: "Is that you, Jim?" And that cured him. · "Cured him!" asked the woman, "but how?" · The neighbour said, "You see, his name is Bill."

Problem Father ·
"You looked troubled," I told my friend, "what's your problem?" · He replied, "I'm going to be a father." · "But that's wonderful," I said. · "What's so wonderful? My wife doesn't know about it yet.

2009-09-16T20:28:00.000-07:00

to a certain someone, moo-ah-kiss (btw I only use this word & say this to u)
:)

090909 Birthday Week

2009-09-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

Been so lazy to update my blog, which the last time I did was when I was back in M'sia 2 weeks ago. Have been occupied much with events and celebrations over the weeks, which of course mostly its my birthday celebrations :)

1st early Bday celebration back in Msia @ HELO BALI

Ivy.

The epic pose by Graham & Xin again

kuntz

High, higher, highest

Germaine. Happy Birthday to u as well again :)

Brian. Gaylords for life

Michelle.

Razif. Thanks for the 2 flaming lambos bro lol

woot & congrats to the new couple.

2nd Bday celebration back in Melb.

A small dinner held in Akita japanese restaurant with a few close good friends on my b'day night :)

3rd B'day celebration @ BUBBLE !!

A decent picture of champagne drinking in the lounge room earlier in the night @ BUBBLE before the real hardstyle partying starts on the main floor ;)

*The other pictures for the night are too explicit to be displayed

This is what I love, and can't stop lovin'. I live for the music, rollin' blunts, feelin' high, gettin' loaded. Go to La La Land.

(Nt the M'sian slang "lala" meaning, but the actual La La in english)

-FTS- Showtek

The night before my flight

2009-09-01T20:38:00.000-07:00

Dear sister turned 21 last Friday on the 28th August,
With a party organized on the night as well.
I had a midnight flight back to M'sia on that very day,
But nevertheless managed to have another good night,
Though I nearly missed my check-in for my flight as the counter was nearly closed when I reached there.
Lol.

Aurora & I.
Steph makes good background

Being a part in the cake-cutting action,
Well mine is just a few days after hers, with all 3 identical digits on my birthday date this year :)

Kev, Steph and I.
Hardstyle 4 life

Finally reaching the official age of recognized adulthood,
Happy 21st Birthday dear sister :)

2009-09-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

Do or die
Strike the iron while its hot.

2009-08-31T22:57:00.000-07:00

Down with the barriers & step outside of it,
Thinking is easy, performing is hard,
Step beyond the comfort zone, just do it & think later.

Milkman vs. Mailman

2009-08-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

lmao.

2009-08-29T21:06:00.000-07:00

The shit you put me through,
There would be a day where enough is enough.

Dj Dean - Ballanation

2009-08-24T20:53:00.000-07:00

Stephs birthday, or partying with Juliet & the girls in another club, or both ?
and so there we went to Eve on a friday night

the Twins :)

rawr

To begin her birthday on a friday night Steph booked for EVE , and so she insisted to finish it off with a Saturday night in..

BUBBLE!!!!

Dance, shuffle, or just stone there for hours entranced by the rhythms of hardstyle

I do look happy beyond my own comprehention

Kev entertaining us with his glo-stix moves

Sit down,
Relax,
And let the music take you away

oh yea

A great weekend to last for awhile,

well I wont be having hardstyle for 2 weeks as I wont be in Melb. for the hols.

Sharing is Caring

2009-08-20T19:54:00.000-07:00

i) Mobile
Don't put your mobile closer to your ears until the recipient answers, Because directly after dialing, the mobile phone would use it's maximum signaling power, which is: 2watts = 33dbi.
Please Be Careful.
Please use LEFT ear while using cell (mobile), because if you use the right one it may affect brain directly. This is a true fact from Apollo medical team.

*To everyone reading this, its a piece of knowledge worth remembering for the rest of your life :)

ii) Good vision while driving during heavydownpour
Just try this method when it rains heavily and get convinced. It is useful, even driving at night.
Most of the motorists would turn on HIGH or FASTEST SPEED of the wipers during heavy downpour, yet find the visibility in front of the windscreen is still bad. In the event you face such a situation, just try your SUN GLASSES (any model will do), and see the miracle for yourself! All of a sudden, your visibility in front of your windscreen is perfectly clear, as if there is no rain.

Scientific explanantion :Fine rain drops cause light to scatter and get refracted, just like the way rainbows are formed. The sun-glasses cut out scattered and refracted light which make the scene in front hazy.

*To all of you driving, its something worth trying :)

iii) Good news for diabetics
Want to keep your blood sugar down to lower your odds of developing diabetes? Or if you are diabetic, would you liketo lower blood glucose further without extra drugs?Try eating more cinnamon or taking cinnamon capsules.

*Very useful information for those with relatives suffering from diabetes.

Its proven with solid research,
Google it if you're doubtful :)

If any of you have doubts in these pieces of knowledge, such as " if this is true, why aren't these information released on a huge scale in public?"

Well, in my opinion, if such valuable information are shared or imprinted to everyone's mind, it would cause huge losses to companies, for example, companies in the drug industry.

And as for the mobile, solid proof on the research are not released, but Apollo hospitals are the largest healthcare group in Asia.

Conspiracies may be keeping these vital information on the down low.

No harm trying,

Especially not putting your mobile phones to your ear while it is still beeping

Any more solid proof, go research it thoroughly yourself :)

Something to digest

2009-08-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

Humour with lessons in them, regards to my dad who sent them to me.

Lesson I
Standing in front of a shredder with a piece of paper in his hand.

"Listen," said the CEO, "this is a very sensitive and important document,and my secretary has left. Can you make this thing work?""Certainly," said the young executive.He turned the machine on, inserted the paper, and pressed the startbutton."Excellent, excellent!" said the CEO as his paper disappeared insidethe shredder machine. "I just need one copy."

*LESSON - NEVER, NEVER ASSUME THAT YOUR BOSS KNOWS EVERYTHING.*

Lesson II

The organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was
in charge. Each organ took a turn to speak up:

Brain......... I should be in charge because I run all body functions.
Blood........ I should be in charge because I circulate oxygen for thebrain.
Stomach...... I should be in charge because I process food to the brain.
Legs......... I should be in charge because I take the brain where itWants to go.
Eyes......... I should be in charge because I let the brain see whereit's going.
A s s h o l e.....I should be in charge because I get rid of your waste.

All the other parts laughed so hard and this made the asshole very mad.To prove his point, the a s s h o l e immediately slammed tightly closedand stayed that way for 6 days, refusing to rid the body of any waste whatsoever.

Day 1 - Brain got a terrible headache and cried out for relief
Day 2 - Stomach got bloated and began to ache terribly
Day 3 - Legs got cramps and became unstable
Day 4 - Eyes became watery and vision became blurred
Day 5 - Blood became toxic and poisoned the body
Day 6 - The other organs agreed to let the a s s h o l e be in charge.

*MORAL OF THE STORY: NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, OR HOW IMPORTANT YOU THINKYOU ARE, YOU WILL FIND THAT IT IS ALWAYS THE A S S H O L E THAT IS IN CHARGE.*.

Apple of my eye

2009-08-12T05:43:00.000-07:00

Has anyone told you how beautiful you really are.
If there aren't any, I would.

My eye candy.

A face that warms my heart, no matter the countless times I look at it.
A look you always give, which just makes me forget all my worries,
Drowns me with emotion.
Feel, taste, admire, listen, scent, actions the 5 senses of a human body could do,
I just want to use all 5 of it on you.
Sandstorms would'nt take my vision off you.
Apple of my eye.

xoxo

Winter in Melb.

2009-08-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

2nd friday night after I came back to melb.
Spent the night at Seven, the club's theme was Poker night
Girls in red, guys in black, well some of us just dress as we like

Back clubbin with the girls again

The only drink i had that night, Jagerbomb!

not a scandal-about-to-happen photo, just a good candid shot :)

Tight uni timetable this sem. with only Tuesday & the weekends off.
Temperature here is scrotum shrinking cold.

Blutonium Boy - Techno Gym

2009-08-03T02:31:00.000-07:00

Pic took by some cameraman during the event at INFEKTED.
Great night with great music, Special guest Ganjaguru only played for an hour during 2am,
With different DJ's taking their turns each hour before and after that which was awesome as well.

Ah, dont look outstanding in the dark environment without my gold hair now

Hardtrance baby

2009-07-31T22:20:00.000-07:00

Music to my ears.

Ganjaguru live at INFEKTED,
After so long it was good to be back to da place where shuffle is a norm,
Which I ended up shuffling all out the whole night with my hoodie :D

A fateful night

2009-07-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

Thought it was going to be a smooth night before I left for Melbourne again,
But the unexpected and unpredictable happened,
Havoc and chaos,
Panic and traumatised,
Thankfully I was able to get to my senses in time,
We had to watch for each other stranded in the middle of nowhere,
Hostiles and danger surrounded us in every corner,
Pulled the damsel in distress away from danger and took her to safe grounds,
Helped the Brit to calm the angry mob,
To all the brothers and comrades who rushed to our aid,
A great indescribable appreciation to all,
We were there for each other ,
Minor physical wounds,
Thankfully it wasnt any worst,
Looking at the bright side,
It bonded us stronger and closer,
Hard and wiser,
By God and our guardian angels,
We are blessed :)

Time time time

2009-07-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

Time can be by your side,
And sometimes not,
When catalystic opportunities came to your way,
Time was obstructing,
The odds were not in your favour,
You just think to yourself,
Why must this come at the wrong time,
Its better if it has not happened,
Saving pain and regret,
Was there a purpose for this.

In a blink of an eye,
Almost like a dream,
Im back to my retreat,
So Fuck You time,
For now.

******

2009-07-18T11:06:00.000-07:00

Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all

Secret Valentine.

Epiphany

2009-07-17T20:33:00.000-07:00

Whats done is done, sometime without thinking twice,
Theres always a way to patch or fix things again though the damage has been done,
Scars will be there

When you want something to turn out perfect but it didnt,
Sometimes the next best thing close to perfect would be just right.

(ironically this came to my mind when i threw my toothbrush away without thinking twice that I do not have any new ones in my house, that i have to pick it up from the bin soak it in listerine & saltwater and reuse it)

As the last leaf falls

2009-07-14T23:06:00.001-07:00

As the last leaf falls,

Then comes the cold and silence,

A repeating process,

Endings to new beginnings.

Nights of Euphoria

2009-07-13T11:08:00.000-07:00

Another night of drinks, dance and drama
Maison 11.07.09 Grand reopening

Melvins fantasy

Da high happy guailou

Couples of da night , featuring

Couple I

Couple II

Couple III

Brudda

More cocoB. pics
we high

group pic

@#$%^*

gangstar

Chill

Do You Remember

2009-07-05T11:40:00.001-07:00

Do you remember the nights we spent together
Up till the break of dawn
Distanced, but still close
Locked eyes & minds
You & me
Cant touch nor feel our presence
Just vision & imagination
Words & mind
Do you remember the nights we laughed together
It was only us both
Exchanging sentences of I miss you
Smiling & expressing
In great distance
But still close
Though partying
In great distance
Our thoughts still collide
In great distance
Satisfaction was just vague
The night is never complete without you
My ecstasy
Searching deep in ourselves
Only we know the truth

CocoBanana 1yr anniversary

2009-07-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

some pics from cocobanana 1yr anniversary.
high, high, & more high

XD

X.X

brudda

Back in Msia

2009-06-29T18:46:00.000-07:00

Just a few pics taken recently
Happy that im back
Though suffering from bad insomnia

Today in a blink of an eye Im holding on to something and I do not know why

Tell me where to start tell me something I dont know

Epiphany

2009-06-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes what you really needed was standing right in front of your eyes

Prank gone wrong

2009-06-10T00:14:00.000-07:00

This video is so lol.
Watch it till the end
Enjoy

A Tribute

2009-06-09T23:38:00.000-07:00

A post just for a dear friends cat which recently developed angel wings & a halo flying into feline heaven. I've only seen & played with it for a few days at your house last year, but it saddens me as well, after knowing the grief news. Even the slightest thought of losing a love one would be unimaginable to any being with emotion to the extend of insanity. Its the worst feeling anyone could possibly have in the world. I dont think you deserve this dread experience Manzy :(
God bless its soul, may it rest in peace.

Epiphany

2009-06-05T23:20:00.000-07:00

Hmm just felt & noticed a thin fresh cut wound on my hand without knowing the cause, maybe a papercut , but it gave me a thought, an epiphany :

Chances if you were hurt/betrayed by someone you trust behind your back,
After you found it out and feel the pain,
Its too late
But you dont know the reason why

Just something that came up to my mind

SNL videos

2009-06-05T21:36:00.000-07:00

Heres a SNL video I found on youtube which I find it hilarious, though a lil lame (in a good way for the sake of humour)
& the Dick in a Box video for anyone of you who doesnt know about it or has not seen it yet
Enjoy

*Andrew Lyn i bet u gonna roflmao so hard when u watch this

Dick in a Box, Andy Samberg & Justin Timberlake

Just another picture

2009-06-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

nice pic of the 3 of us
smile :)

Wednesday Night

2009-06-03T10:12:00.000-07:00

Should be studyingfor exams
Should'nt be out drinking on a Wednesday night but someone "begged" me to
hahahaha
Grrr....Melissa u owe me a big dinner after dragging me to drink with da both of u
Btw u too drunk for me to snap a pic of u, im saving u from embarassment
You can thank me later :)

Just Another Weekend

2009-05-31T22:30:00.000-07:00

Another Friday & Sat night,
Except this would be the last night of partying until exams are over

(The gay frames are on some pics cuz Miss Mel on da first pic edited them before i got it lol)

the " wadafak u lookin at" look

Juliet

Melissa

Kawaii

Saturday night in Lavish.
Damn bouncers said no hats allowed ( apparently u cant have anything that covers ur hair ) Stupid rule made me take off my beanie

Rawr

Kiss me thru the phone dear :)

lol

2009-05-27T21:23:00.000-07:00

On a saturday night somewhere sitting down minding my own business, a white girl came up to me and pulled me to the dance floor. She told me I dont look vietnamese and I dont look chinese (maybe what she really meant was china chinese) .

Should I take it as a compliment?
lol

PHARMACY

2009-05-23T02:29:00.001-07:00

May 22nd 2009
Supposedly last PHARMACY rave in Melbourne
Hardcore trance music and crazy performances was all about the whole night
Awesome time there
Once you party in Melbourne, you wont wanna party in KL
:)

Stoned

Love the hard trance

Childhood friend Junyu

Farkin high

The Lonely Island

2009-05-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

These guys are the ones who sang Jizz in My Pants for anyone of you who knows it.
These are their other music videos which I think are hilarious.
First song is called I'm On A Boat and the other is Like A Boss
Enjoy :

Aussie Life & My Hair

2009-05-20T04:31:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i updated my blog, and im updating it now :)
To summarize everything and for my friends whom didnt have the chance to see my dyed hair before i left to aussie, let these pictures do the talking.
Life >>>

Suzy's 22nd bday

good buddy Ian

pissed drunk lol

hmm

pissed drunk again

chillin

vineyards

dwarfed

Easter eggs

Back view of my hair lol

yum

good buddy Suzy

o yea vodka

call it gold, call it orange, but i call it light BROWN hair
:)

-Valentines-

2009-02-19T22:28:00.000-08:00

Valentines day
- special occasion where a dating spree occurs nationwide
- one of the "troublesome" 4 days in a year where guy must plan something for her
- guy just forks out cash on a costly meal for two + gift
- guy may put in a 24hour brainstorm on how to melt her heart with some handmade gift, self
made meal or take her to some place out of this world

Well, based on my experience, that's how it is. For the past many years, occupied valentines until now, in that case noone in my mind/life for now, which this valentines turns out pretty much to be a very relaxing one =)

Spent the day with 2 of my many best mates and some friends , chilling out in Sunway Pyramid by watching Eden Lake, eating eating and more eating. We ended the day with a dinner for three at Sushi Groove.

Apparently these seems to be the only pics taken on that day ( Angie i think u had some with u too )

Me, da usual food monster

leave me alone with my food =.=

Partners in Crime

Riding the Gondola

2009-01-14T20:17:00.000-08:00

Rode a Gondola,
Going down from 50 Stories high,
Grabbed my balls to get on it,
Not as easy as it seems with the strong winds blowing as well

Before

After

Yea I have da balls :D

Me & the Scenery

2009-01-06T21:36:00.001-08:00

Scenery photos and I, shots in Australia, Italy and Dubai.

As the sun shines

The white beach

Blue

Darkness turns to Light

Blistering cold

The Blinding Light

Slow

The Far View

2008-12-17T05:21:00.000-08:00

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Lifehouse - You and Me

>>>>>>>>>

2008-12-15T10:13:00.000-08:00

Complicated soul,
Whats on your mind?
My interest, curiosity,
Concern leads to involvement,
Questions, Answers,
It all comes back to me

Back Home

2008-12-14T08:32:00.000-08:00

Yea back home in Kl for already 2weeks+
Hanging out with Nick and Tracy most of da time, mamak-ing most of da nights
Met up with couple of other friends too
Been clubbing every week in MOS
Here are pics of some activities of me back home

Chronological order ( should be correct ) of first night in MOS
Notice my face colour as it changes

Snapshots

More shots with buddies

Trae and I

Old Buddies (extreme redness on our faces )

She looks scared.................(Hint : Red monster)

Passed out awhile on da couch -_- nicks gal going "Oh they have a monument in MOS!"

Grr!!

Got up looking pissed drunk with Nick

Gathering with old high school buddies

Kenyip, Angie and I

Dinner

Yea shaved my head to a Mohawk (Side view)

chicken?

>>>>>>>>>

2008-12-14T08:14:00.000-08:00

Oxytocin, dejavu,
I could be trapped in it,
I may just flow with it,
May fall in the doldrums for you,
Worthy another history,
Locked in my head,
..Should i?

November

2008-11-24T11:11:00.000-08:00

November has been the most hectic month for me this year. Exams ended on the 3rd, flew to Perth on the 7th, came back to Melbourne on the 26th and flew back to Malaysia on the 28th. It has also been a month of great experience for me during my trip in Perth, as my social life there was far different than what I expected and was before.

It was all about Perth on November. It was my plan to fly there since the middle of this year. The main reasons was to visit friends whom I knew very well during gaming but not in real life
(Yes it sounds like something dodgy but i trust these guys 99.9% that they wont turn out to be weirdos as i have their msn, facebook etc)

My first night was pretty welcoming. Andrew, Aaron and Chuen Yang waited and took me off from the airport after arriving. Had supper after, and met many new faces, whom im gonna spend my time with for the next few week. Drinking session at Manzy's was after supper, and her place had Mexican Tequila with a dead scorpion in the bottle. Nasty !
Spent the first 3 nights in manzy's house, accompanying her with chats and dota games. Had a great feast made by her housemate + her before the day she left to Brunei,
that feast was Leg of Lamb, mashed potatoes, juicy lettuces and some meatballs from Subway............ Yummy @.@

The people i spent my time with and met in Perth are mostly all Christians, and so i spent nearly everyday helping them in an activity called Student Bless. I crashed in Aarons house for the first week after sleeping in Manzy's, with a luxury of internet at his place :D
Chuens place was where i slept in the 2nd week with no internet :( Had fun adapting with it though, Then back at Aarons place again during the 3rd week.
I was brought around to a few places in Perth to visit in the first 2 weeks, while on the 3rd week is where the real fun began as some of my friends still had exams during the first 2 weeks after my arrival.
Paintball, ice-skating, rock climbing, and 2 brithday parties for the 3rd week, Hell lotsa fun!

I was disappointed though by someone whom i thought would be friendly and welcoming towards me, instead I was treated with hostility by this person. Signs of a cold look and a lack of speech towards me brought to my mind that this person has something against me. Well, he may feel threaten or uneasy for reasons only his mind would know. Though he was well-liked among people in that social group, his sole hostility towards me means something is very wrong with this person, as he could actually showed this defective attitude. He maybe a vile heart on the inside after all, judging from that behavior & my experience though i may not know him that well, which i thought i did. This person had a deep faith and always prayed to God, but it doesn't mean he is a good being. I believe no matter how holy or how much one believes in God, it doesn't mean that person is honest or sincere as mortals have the ability to decay, misinterpret teachings & behave the way they were influenced. Never had i such disappointment in a person i thought i knew. Thank the Lord for showing me what abhorrent beings i could meet in life.

Thats just one insignificant person.

I was happy for the hospitality and time some of these guys spent with me. Thanks Aaron, Chuen Yang and Jon for letting me stay over your place. Another thank you for Aaron and Jon for using their time to fetch and drive me around. Thanks YuMin for open-heartedly fetching me to the airport. Andrew, great to see you, but spent little time with you as u are always busy with studies, miss u buddy =(
Sorry Rylan, Skjon and Weisheng coz i cldnt meet up with u guys while i was there. We shall another time =)

& Here are some pics of my time in Perth:

All da way to da top

More rock climbing

Aarons 2oth birthday & farewell party

Amy & i

Some of the great people I met

People whom i spent da most time with in Perth

Me lookin nutty with Andrew

Me dressing as an aviator who just returned from war
in the 1920's themed party

More shots at Aarons farewell

Posing with Tina

- Star Wars -

2008-10-14T22:56:00.000-07:00

Star Wars Saga which consists of 6 series , is one of the best ever created shown in the big screens. It was popular ever since the first movie came out in 1977. Im quite a fan of star wars and watched all 6 episodes of it, and for those of you who have no idea or little clue about it, this is a quick summary.

Episode I The Phantom Menace - Introduces Qui-Gon Jinn, Darth Maul and Anakin Skywalker

Episode II Attack of The Clones - Introduces Count Dooku, Jango Fett, The Clone Army and Anakins first step to turning to the dark side.

Episode III Revenge of The Sith - Shows the fall of the Jedi , the rise of the Sith and Anakin turning to Darth Vader

Episode IV A New Hope - Introduces the rise of Luke Skywalker and his sister Leia, Han Solo, Chewbacca, the death os Obi-Wan and the destruction of the Death Star

Episode V The Empire Strikes Back - Shows the hidden shelter of Master Yoda, Introduces Boba Fett, Darth Vader exposes himself to Luke as his father

Episode VI Return of The Jedi - Shows the death of Darth Vader and Darth Sidious, an end to the Siths ruling again

Yea, i sound like some Starwars nerd lol. Anyway these are some of the funny videos i saw on Youtube about Starwars, you dont have to acquire big knowledge for Starwars to understand these for what i think. Enjoy.

Broken Strings

2008-10-08T11:00:00.000-07:00

Yea, this song has been stucked in my head for many days, guess i shall just post the song here, its a song by JayChou. Last time I felt i had a connection to this song, my intuition was right. Yea this is a song for people in a broken relationship. It was only a few days ago since mine, so of course im still a lil emo here and there +]
Enjoy

Lyrics

斷了的弦再怎麼連
duan le de xuan zai zen me lian
A broken string, how can it be reconnected?

我的感覺妳已聽不見
wo de gan jue ni yi ting bu jian
My feelings, you already cannot hear

妳的轉變像斷掉的線
ni de zhuan bian xiang duan diao de xian
Your changes are like a string that’s been broken

再怎麼接音都不對
zai zen me jie yin dou bu dui
No matter how I adjust, the sound won’t be right

妳的改變我能夠分辨
ni de gai bian wo neng gou fen bian
Your changes, I have the ability to distinguish

Verse

我沉默妳的話也不多
wo chen mo ni de hua ye bu duo
I’m silent, you don’t have much to say either

我們之間少了什麼不說
wo men zhi jian shao le shen me bu shuo
Between us, what are we missing? Let’s not say

哎喲微笑後表情終於有點難過
ai yo wei xiao hou biao qing zhong yu you dian nan guo
Aiyo…After smiling, my expression finally has a bit of sadness

握著妳的手
wo zhe ni de shou
Holding your hand

問妳決定了再走
wen ni jue ding le zai zou
Asked you for your final decision before I left

我突然釋懷的笑
wo tu ran shi huai de xiao
I suddenly laughed with a relieved heart

笑聲盤旋半山腰
xiao sheng pan xuan ban shan yao
The laughter circled around the middle of a mountain

隨風在飄搖啊搖
sui feng zai piao yao a yao
Floated with the wind, swaying

來到妳的面前繞
lai dao ni de mian qian rao
Arrived before you, pacing back and forth

妳淚水往下的掉
ni lei shui wang xia de diao
Your tears streamed down

說會記住我的好
shuo hui ji zhu wo de hao
Saying that you will remember my goodness

我也彎起了嘴角笑
wo ye wan qi le zui jiao xiao
I also curled up the corners of my mouth, smiling

*妳的美已經給了誰
ni de mei yi jing gei le shui
Your beauty has already been given to whom?

追了又追我要不回
zhui le you zhui wo yao bu hui
Chasing and chasing again, I can’t get it back

我了解離開樹的葉
wo liao jie li kai shu de ye
I understand that the leaves that have left the trees

屬於地上的世界凋謝
shu yu di shang de shi jie diao xie
Belong to the world of the ground, withering

Chorus

斷了的弦再彈一遍
duan le de xuan zai tan yi bian
A broken string, playing once more

我的世界妳不在裡面
wo de shi jie ni bu zai li mian
My world, you’re not in it

我的指尖已經彈出繭
wo de zhi jian yi jing tan chu jian
My fingertips have already become calloused from the playing

還是無法留妳在我身邊
hai shi wu fa liu ni zai wo shen bian
But still there’s no way for me to keep you by my side

斷了的弦再怎麼連
duan le de xuan zai zen me lian
A broken string, how can it be reconnected

我的感覺妳已聽不見
wo de gan jue ni yi ting bu jian
My feelings, you already cannot hear

妳的轉變像斷掉的線
ni de zhuan bian xiang duan le de xian
Your changes are like a string that’s been broken

再怎麼接音都不對
zai zen me jie yin dou bu dui
No matter how I adjust, the sound won’t be right

妳的改變我能夠分辨
ni de gai bian wo neng gou fen bian
Your changes, I have the ability to distinguish

Memories~

2008-10-04T23:37:00.000-07:00

Ever had someone in your life,

so deep in your heart,

did things which both of you won't do for anyone else,

shared the moments together,

the silly moments,

the fun moments,

the romantic moments,

the love moments,

the special moments,

Then there is the happiness ,

Just feels like flying everytime you are together,

Being so close to someone,

You will never let them go,

Feels like it will last forever,

Sweet memories together,

Feels like it was all a dream,

Never let them off your sight wherever you are in the world,

But what if something happens one day,

Everything turns around the way you never thought it would,

That person wants to let you go,

Forgets the moments,

Let it all off,

Doesnt feel your heart,

Your worst nightmare,

Never expected,

And everything you had together,

Just vanished in the air,

Memories like glass shattered into a thousand pieces,

To everyone who has someone very special in your heart,

If you really love that special someone,

Continue the cherished love,

But communication is the key,

Don't keep them in your heart if things are wrong,

As stacking it would someday enrage you to burst out like a bomb,

People aren't perfect,

We sometimes tend to forget about moments cherished after a long period,

Always remind each other,

To experience the moments again,

Do not let your cherished love slip away from your grasp,

Expect too much from a relationship and its a hazard,

Nothing lasts forever although sometimes you feel it will.

You were like blood in my veins,

Your name was engraved in my mind,

My love for you was blind,

You can see my flaws, but sadly you cant even accept your own flaws or even see them, guess this is the end for now,

Time will tell what happens between us in the future,

But for now, all is left is the ghost of you.

Goodbye having you in my life,

Goodbye to the good times with you,

Goodbye sweet lovely memories.

True Friends

2008-10-02T23:16:00.000-07:00

This post is a tribute to my best mates whom i known way back when we were all in high school, dated back since 3 to 4 years ago till now. These guys always have your back , are there for you when you are down in your worst, never gonna rip you off, have real good times together with you, trust your life on them, yea and they are true friends. Ever wonder about those friends around you, if they are just there for you only as a social group? If they are there around you just because you are popular or have a status, and once you lost your status they would turn their back away from you? True friends are hard to find, appreciate them always as they are a blessing given to you.

Kenyip, yea first year of knowing him, we both had interest in a same girl then and that we both wanna tear each other apart. Amazing that we hanged out so much the next year and that now i can literally give him a slap on the face just for fun without him retaliating lol

And theres Nick, this dude who was with me about girls and life during high school. Apparently i didnt like him much in the first year of knowing him, but soon i got used to all his nonsense and he wasnt so bad after all. Now we just hang out close to everywhere together when i was back in Malaysia. Nick, bet u gonna say "now i know" to me when u read this haha.

Yea tracy, funny though i known her since my first year of high school, but we werent so close back then. Back in high school i always turn to her and Xue Min bout problems and so on lols. She is currently in Singapore now for studies :(

Xue Min, or should i call you Charmaine now :p Had lots of disagreements and quarrels with her back in high school though haha. Well girls are complicated, not all of them xP

Always there to listen amongst us buddies if we have troubles and need someone to talk to vice versa. She would be coming to melbourne where i am next year i think

Then theres Angie, the girl in da middle obviously. Wasnt that close to her in high school, but after that through Tracy and Xuemin, we gotten close as she always hangs out with them too.

Sweet of her to give me a letter about our friendship before i left to aussie :)

Last but not least, Brian, the guy that connected all of us to best true friends while we were all in high school. He just went to London for studies though, sadly all of us are around the world now. Yea, we got pretty pissed at each other at times over the smallest things, but as true buddies we always end up forgiving each other and laugh about it. Hilarious guy, loves making up new lines or quotes in his social life.

me and trae

brotherly or gay love ? lols

Yea the good time where we drink and chill together , when i went back to Malaysia for the hols

Getting high, and wasted?

Why is Angie's face so red o.o

And there, the people whom know me from A to V ( close to Z ) We can bullshit bout each other and just laugh about it, yea just love them, miss you guys :)

Im actually blogging lmao

2008-10-02T09:55:00.000-07:00

Yea, all the times where i criticised about it being a waste of time, and mostly just some place on the internet where people spill their emotions pouring their heart out, and here I am contradicting myself and blogging lol.

I been thinking of it since last week though, coz of all the thoughts i have in my head thats about to explode, its like i dont even know where to start. All these thoughts originated from my "drama" dating back weeks ago with someone very special in my heart, as this person just went out of my life temporarily i guess, and i had noone to spill my heart out to. Not even the closest of friends would know all your personal issues from A to Z even if you try to share some with them, unless it was a special someone. And so, that special someone whom knows me from A to Z went out of my life temporarily, which was one of the reasons i started blogging, just to get some of those thoughts out of my head to make me feel better for now.
P.S : it doesnt mean that i will stop bloggin if that person comes back to my life

I have started reading more blogs since the last few weeks too, mainly a blog from a close friend of mine, whom i never seen her in real life before but i know her so well through frequent chats in msn lol. She is one of the friends i know through Garena gaming, and a number of them got close to me through chatting online. Sadly, most of them are in Perth, while only a handful of them are in Melbourne. The 2 people closest to me whom are in Perth are Manzy and Chuenyang, which i never seen them in realife before. Well, the others are good friends too, but M and C are closer as we share personal issues and stuff amongst each other.

Chuen aka Grahh

Manzy , Yea, and sadly they are both in Perth.

And here it is, my first blog post :D